Para kay Yubi

"diba sabi nila ung mga nagwowork mas gusto nila bumalik sa school coz once you've enter their world there is only a little room for fun. lalu na sa course natin. aun! maxado na mahaba ung nasabi ko and i think some of the things na nasabi ko is irelevant na sa topic mo! hahaha!"

-Yubi.

Yubi, I want to say two things.
First of all, ngayon ko lang nabasa toh kaya sobra-sobra na lang pagkagulat ko.
Second of all, your reply(blog) wasn't irrelevant, in fact, you hit bull's eye.

Aaminin ko, I never was a leader before and
neither did I have a barkada before I met you guys. Ever.

You were so right when you said that once you've entered the working world, almost all your childish thinking fade---must fade. You need to be competitive. You have to be responsible, effective, knowledgeable and most of all, disciplined. And tama ka rin, most of the time there's only a little room for fun---if none at all. In other words...grow up.

minsan kea din naprepressure ang tao kc maraming things ung tumatakbo sa utak nila. somethings that they like to share and some not. so ndi mo sila rin masisi kung ung outcome nila ganun. ndi lang nmn dito kc umiikot ung mundo natin eh! especially the mind.

I know that...You may or may not know but I did try to understand you guys. There were alot of times wherein I pictured myself in your situations. Your family problems. Your financial problems. Everything that you guys are experiencing that I don't. Kay pat and her family problem. Kay kat and her brother and other money problems. Kay sachi and her financial problems. Kay Audrey and her volleyball and aunt and family in the states.
And you and your dad and other financial problems.
And marami pa that I don't even or probably won't know about.
Alam ko naman na wala akong masyadong alam coz am not around...


we all have different kinds of responsibility...pero try to think it this way...not all of us has that enough strength para gawin ang lahat ng straight. kelangan din natin malibang paminsan minsan. tong pinasok kc natin ndi xa joke time eh!

I am in fact, guilty as charged when I tried pressuring you guys. Pero kung iisipin mo, wala pa akong mabigat na ginawa ever since...

Once i fell in love.

Once i fell in love...

And it was real. For a few minutes everyday, i would ask myself, why?
Why him? Why now? Why me? Why? Why not? Why...
Just because.

But now...

I...just smile :')